stanzie stares
coughing laughing soaked together
always the white halls
always the thick walls, metal detectors
tripping past her shoes, traveling somewhere
sodden, coated with cow dung
stanzie takes an escalator up to the sky
stanzie why
why
stay still
Stanfield thinks she in love
ReplyDeleteBut for that you need a soul
Stanzie was made up by Carla
And Carla was too
You can't make a heart
If all you have is a cold black hole
If you try you can imagine
That Stanzie cares
Not so for Carla
But you are still imagining
For a while you may believe that she loves
But you must know the truth of her
She'll always find desires outside your love
Which make her feel shame or guilt
Or some other feeling that says no
So she disappears into her head
Or I to a b
Until she finds an idea or feeling to slide into her head
Which makes her base desires sacred and you nothing
For the small price of her mind and soul
Which have been sold before
Many times
And will be many times again
Turning your soul evil on the spot
So that she may hurt you as her dark heart craves
Joyfully celebrating her strength
In love with herself because she is always able to torture
The innocent and those who tried love her
Once you see her joy
You will know in your soul
That thing that she is
Cannot love
Orfeel anything good or real
Nothing she believes or thinks says anything about life
Because she disappears for the hard parts
Religiously and without fail
Its never your victory if you made another pay the price
Silly Stanzie in the playroom
Jagged pieces in her hand
She broke her best toy in a rage
Now she has to blame it
Wrinkled Stanzie holding court
In all relationships I've one says she
I was good and they were bad
And in a flash I saw it
Turned the table and made them see it
I always took control
Silly Stanzie alone
And this time it's for good
All her friends and those who once loved her
Will be anywhere but her
While she was being perfect
And taking charge
What they saw filled them with sickness and fear
She never understood that her magic only worked
Because people didn't want to give up their love for her
Because she didn't understand that some people sacrifice for love
She never controlled anyone
People had loved her enough to bear it for a while
But once they leave the spell falls away
And they feel it all
And wake up
And suddenly see all the lies
If only Stanzie had let herself
She wouldn't be a worn out rag doll
Alone and unable to tell real feelings or memories
From those that just let her hurt or take
No one will ever visit Stanzie
The world is forthe real